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Hello site, long time no blog!

A quick recap of recent events before bed:

On Monday September 14, 2015 (2015-09-14) I became homeless. Due to financial reasons and personal reasons (such as radiating a pile of mess into the house, making the sensers cringe whenever I was around).

Fortunately, there is a shelter for the homeless in town where I can usually spend the night for a few euros, including breakfast, shower, internet access. So I am safe and warm and showered and fed :).

 

On Saturday 2015-10-03, my folks came to town to put most my belongings in their car and store them at their house for the time being.

The Angel said that day that I looked moe sane than I had in a while. Yay! \0/. I had been going nuts, trying hard to do it right. Being on my own for a while has apparently been good for me :).
Angel also reccomended that I stay away from the Rohaa/Angel house for the coming 7-10 days (that would be until October 10-13), until the big shift is over. Because part of me still fights the energies, which is not good for me or the people there.


Acting

Cas mentioned that one of her cousins reminded her of me, and that he has grown a lot more confident since he took up acting, and that he's good at impressions.

 

Now, this connects with my own experience, in that I have always been good at impressions; that is, at holding the energy of something and acting that out. Can be an animal, a fictional character, a Borg cube. The strangest and most exotic things, from Samurai warriors to velociraptor to T-rex to Han Solo running away from storm troopers. I can do them, and do them convincingly and well.


Furthermore, at times when I'm stuck and seemingly unable to do even basic A0, basic joy, and my LPA, what often helps me is to do a few impressions. Hold a velociraptor, a giraffe, a t-rex, a bunny, an orc engineer, and then A0 and LPA, and suddenly I do it just fine.
A note on what I do: I hold the energy of it, and then I act it out. So I imagine for example being a velociraptor, hold the energy of velociraptor, and then act like a velociraptor. Walk, run, screech, eat like a velociraptor. And of course have fun with it! That's basically how it works :).


I am wondering if this thing with doing impressions s an A1m thing and/or a swagger thing, a part of the A1m/swagger/Gimli archetype.
Who knows? Maybe people like me will all practise acting and doing impressions on a daily basis. It is definitely a thing that works well for me, so I am going to play with it. I can be all droopy and depressed, and I start looking more alive within seconds once I hold a few different energies, do a few impressions.

 

Sleepy time now, good night Elfpath site! <3 0/

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I did something new today. I did yoga for the first time in a long time and it was two types i'd never done before. Angel mentioned a while back that when you shape you shape through your body. So if your body is soft and flabby then you're shapings are going to be soft and flabby.

So I've been looking for something to not just do cardio to get me into shape but also to work on my muscles. And I figure a class called HOT yoga full of hot girls might be more interesting then a gym full of guys doing weights :D Also doing a sample class of poledancing next week. Cause hey sexy and muscle building is way better than some boring exercises with weights :D And did I mention the hot girls :D

It poked actually a lot of buttons when I was doing it. At one moment I was doing some pose and it felt like i unlocked something. Like some rush of feeling suddenly came up. I'm not sure what it was.

I also felt small, mousy. A lot like how I used to feel all the time. And when the teacher told me I was doing fine and that its ok doing the lighter version of things cause thats how you get up to the harder versions I burst out in tears. I felt so out of place in a room full of these girls with lean bodies who could do all this stuff so well.

So I hit a lot of body issues stuff and something similar came up yesterday. That was about being good enough to be called beautiful.That part of me only feels like I can call myself beautiful if I look a certain way and have reached a certain weight goal. Cause then I'll deserve it. The same thing popped up today with thoughts like: how can anyone call me beautiful. I don't meet any of the standards. I worked on talking to getting those pieces out cause I figure I dont need pieces inside telling me that kind of nonsense. They standing in the way of me and my decision and me and my goals.

This has been the theme of the week with monday starting out with Angel talking about women and beauty just last monday. And me finding out that my decision of choosing sexy over pretend smart actually makes perfect sense as opposites. Cause the pretending to be smart is trying to fill the hole of not feeling beautiful. And it will never be able to do that. So deciding to be sexy is a step towards actually seeing myself as beautiful. And meaning it.

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The Angel posed a challenge to me yesterday: to make and upload one video per day for the next 30 days. In thiese videos, I will talk about a variety of topics like meta techniques, tips and tricks, advice from Dr Source, cool stories of my adventures and exploration.


Link to Episode 1, where I talk about Thrift shoppin', popping tags,and getting good swag gear for cheap:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3nnMIIGYyy0

 

And a link to today's video, where Gimli tells about his awesome day:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NKTYPrU78NU

 

2 done, 28 to go!

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I asked ro earlier why my shaping's doesn't work sometimes, and she explains a thing that helps me understand a lot of what's going on lately. And in the process, it turned more into a quest of "why can't I have nice things for me?"

First of all, I tend to get my I's confused with a bunch of needy and whiny kiddy pieces. I'll need to practice naming them something else that's not me. I also need to realize that even tho I'm shaper, I still get to process stuck feelings somehow.

I also get to teach the kiddy pieces to hand over the big scary feelings to me. And basically gave me a mini class on how that works and healing the broken kiddies. The process of it is more advanced than young me's that the intro/basic class taught.

I learned this is a part that I was missing in my process. Finding those kiddy pieces that are expressing shadow and have stuck feelings, so I process them and help the kiddy pieces grow up and learn more about who they really are, so in turn I learn more about myself and become more whole.

Then, Ro gave me a head start with a kiddy piece.

Shadow: lots of nasty, greedy, bitter, spiteful, jealous

If I were to clear it, at this point it feels best to copy paste what was said for reference:

there's this little girl who has no sense at all of "mine"
just doesnt exist
everything's open and free and if someone wants a thing you give it and if you want a thing it's right there
this whole ownership thing, makes no sense to this little girl in there
it doesnt want to own anything
doesnt want anything for herself
its kind of expecting life and the people around her to provide what's really needed so she's not worried, and just wants to help others and provide the things they need
its not "i want to give MY things to others"
i feel this complete lack of owning anything, period
maybe like an animal wouldnt think of owning clothes or fruit bushes
i bet a little girl with an attitude like that got seriously taken advantage of
people taking from her while not providing anything she needed
so she learned how to HAVE things for HER - shadow style, because it's all based in fear and not having and being ignored
you want to clear and process all the feelings that got stuck (the helpless, the confused), deal with all the shadow stuff you learned to do in response to the feelings, and get back to that little girl who just sees life as an open buffet for everyone to enjoy equally
that little girl way under there is your friend
that attitude is a part of who you are and that you lost
so by doing this, you get that part of you back
and eventually, when she grows up with you, you get the attitude back that nothing BELONGS to anyone. that you dont want anything for MINE. NEED. HAVING.
life's a free buffet and there's more than enough for anyone so when you need something you use it, and when you can help others you do, and its so open and free
its really quite beautiful
(you'll want to write this down somewhere youc an find it back)
and maybe you're right and this is related to your shapings not working well
if you're shaping from I WANT FOR MEEEE
and its based in a bunch of shadow stuff
or if who you are just doesnt get this whole "for meeeee" stuff
you're fighting yourself on it
if you can get back to the attitude of "life's a beautiful, plentiful buffet where everybody can have all the things they need"
i bet your shaping gets much easier
and you'll lose the whole needy grabby jealous thing
ownership of things, people, ideas... wont make sense to you
you use what you need and not more
if someone else needs or wants it, you give it
its hard to find words for it and i dont want you to make a rule out of it, but to find that piece back inside you
it'll make so much sense to you, it'll be so simple
 
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After talking with ro and while working on it. I felt more free, and better, and that I don't have to worry so much anymore about some things that's been bothering me a lot lately. It helped explained so much. So I'm going to play with this piece and work with it and help it grow and then find new baby parts of myself to help grow and become more me. :) I'm excited to do this. YAY! \o/
 
 

I remembered a past life where I either fell out of a transportation unit, or we were just wondering around the forest. And I stopped by to look at the pretty flowers, but then... I was all alone somehow.

I tried keeping up and going after them, but it was like I was too small to be noticed or I didn't try hard enough. There was that dreadfull silence and... but... the pretty flowers, and then a bunch of feelings came up.

It was in the wilderness, and we were travelling, but I do remember it turning into night time, but then I don't remember much after that. It's like a part of me wanted to venture out on my own, but then at the same time I realized I may not be able to do things on my own. It was very confusing. And it seemed I died somehow that night, I think I died from starving to death or got eaten by something.

I think here in this life, when I look beyond it, and asking myself what I wanted. I think I was learning more about being independent and receiving help from people. Also learning a lot about what it means to be on a team or pack. Tho I'm not source, but is interesting that came up. I had been learning a lot about teambuilding and teamwork lately in this life atm.

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Ro pointed out that I had been protecting my hear, so I decided to let it out and love all the things! I decide to love more!

I also got to work on holding holy child and letting it integrate with my a3m and a3f, a3m was the most challenging, but I'm getting better and doing more with it. This will help me support my B3F better that I am exploring.

I'm also a bit confused, I thought I was doing well, but I probably was doing well and then Ro mentioned something earlier today how it's a bit hard to do without a bigger shaper and I am the biggest shaper atm, I don't have people to tell me when I'm being lazy or when I need to stop and rest, so kinda figuring that out on my own a bit. Unless I'm on cam with Ro and Angel and Shaper Bear. It did felt like Shaper Bear was telling me to relax it's ok, and then at the end of the day with Gim Shaper Bear said more about celebrating myself and being strong.

Ro also pointed out that I make this face, where I squish my mouth off to the side. It might be a shadow side thing. Been studying it and it feels cranky and grumpy. I noticed I tend to do it a lot when

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Archangel Michael ~
 

Michael's name means 'He who is like God' or 'He who looks like God' His chief function is to rid the earth and its inhabitants of the toxins associated with fear. Michael gives guidance and direction for people who need help or assistance in their life's purpose or career path ... to clarify or to make changes. Defender of the Element of Fire and of the South.

Leader of the Archangels, he is the Angel of protection, justice & strength. Protection, courage, power and strength. Archangel Michael gives you protection, and encourages you to make life changes that are required for your spiritual growth.If your space needs clearing call upon Archangel Michael. Patron Angel of Law Enforcement and the Military

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Just something fun Kata had on facebook a few days ago. Just so I remember and can find it again.

Did I get all of them? Probably not. Getting into a rhythm with it makes it easier though.  Is fun.

Dearest creature in creation,
Study English pronunciation.
I will teach you in my verse
Sounds like corpse, corps, horse, and worse.
I will keep you, Suzy, busy,
Make your head with heat grow dizzy.
Tear in eye, your dress will tear.
So shall I! Oh hear my prayer.
Just compare heart, beard, and heard,
Dies and diet, lord and word,
Sword and sward, retain and Britain.
(Mind the latter, how it’s written.)
Now I surely will not plague you
With such words as plaque and ague.
But be careful how you speak:
Say break and steak, but bleak and streak;
Cloven, oven, how and low,
Script, receipt, show, poem, and toe.
Hear me say, devoid of trickery,
Daughter, laughter, and Terpsichore,
Typhoid, measles, topsails, aisles,
Exiles, similes, and reviles;
Scholar, vicar, and cigar,
Solar, mica, war and far;
One, anemone, Balmoral,
Kitchen, lichen, laundry, laurel;
Gertrude, German, wind and mind,
Scene, Melpomene, mankind.
Billet does not rhyme with ballet,
Bouquet, wallet, mallet, chalet.
Blood and flood are not like food,
Nor is mould like should and would.
Viscous, viscount, load and broad,
Toward, to forward, to reward.
And your pronunciation’s OK
When you correctly say croquet,
Rounded, wounded, grieve and sieve,
Friend and fiend, alive and live.
Ivy, privy, famous; clamour
And enamour rhyme with hammer.
River, rival, tomb, bomb, comb,
Doll and roll and some and home.
Stranger does not rhyme with anger,
Neither does devour with clangour.
Souls but foul, haunt but aunt,
Font, front, wont, want, grand, and grant,
Shoes, goes, does. Now first say finger,
And then singer, ginger, linger,
Real, zeal, mauve, gauze, gouge and gauge,
Marriage, foliage, mirage, and age.
Query does not rhyme with very,
Nor does fury sound like bury.
Dost, lost, post and doth, cloth, loth.
Job, nob, bosom, transom, oath.
Though the differences seem little,
We say actual but victual.
Refer does not rhyme with deafer.
Fe0ffer does, and zephyr, heifer.
Mint, pint, senate and sedate;
Dull, bull, and George ate late.
Scenic, Arabic, Pacific,
Science, conscience, scientific.
Liberty, library, heave and heaven,
Rachel, ache, moustache, eleven.
We say hallowed, but allowed,
People, leopard, towed, but vowed.
Mark the differences, moreover,
Between mover, cover, clover;
Leeches, breeches, wise, precise,
Chalice, but police and lice;
Camel, constable, unstable,
Principle, disciple, label.
Petal, panel, and canal,
Wait, surprise, plait, promise, pal.
Worm and storm, chaise, chaos, chair,
Senator, spectator, mayor.
Tour, but our and succour, four.
Gas, alas, and Arkansas.
Sea, idea, Korea, area,
Psalm, Maria, but malaria.
Youth, south, southern, cleanse and clean.
Doctrine, turpentine, marine.
Compare alien with Italian,
Dandelion and battalion.
Sally with ally, yea, ye,
Eye, I, ay, aye, whey, and key.
Say aver, but ever, fever,
Neither, leisure, skein, deceiver.
Heron, granary, canary.
Crevice and device and aerie.
Face, but preface, not efface.
Phlegm, phlegmatic, ass, glass, bass.
Large, but target, gin, give, verging,
Ought, out, joust and scour, scourging.
Ear, but earn and wear and tear
Do not rhyme with here but ere.
Seven is right, but so is even,
Hyphen, roughen, nephew Stephen,
Monkey, donkey, Turk and jerk,
Ask, grasp, wasp, and cork and work.
Pronunciation (think of Psyche!)
Is a paling stout and spikey?
Won’t it make you lose your wits,
Writing groats and saying grits?
It’s a dark abyss or tunnel:
Strewn with stones, stowed, solace, gunwale,
Islington and Isle of Wight,
Housewife, verdict and indict.
Finally, which rhymes with enough,
Though, through, plough, or dough, or cough?
Hiccough has the sound of cup.
My advice is to give up!!!

English Pronunciation by G. Nolst Trenité

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NEW FEATURE: ASK ELFPATH

 

Although it's been hanging out in the menu for a few weeks now, there is a really cool feature of Elfpath that so far, we haven't put any attention on. 

It's called: Ask Elfpath!

It's a place where you, your mother, your classmate or your boss can ask any question at all that they would like some Meta-Intuitive input on. The purpose is to make the wealth of information that we have acquired here at Elfpath, available to the general public. That is why everyone, including unregistered guests, can post a question and contribute. 

Have a question? Ask it! Someone outside has a question, and you don't know the answer? Send them over! Or just ask it here and then go tell them.

Think of questions like:

  • I just ate a box of cookies and I'm noticing that I'm all tense the hours after. Why is that? 
  • Lately I keep feeling attracted to girls instead of boys. Am I weird? Should I stop?
  • My mom just said something really mean. I've no idea how to handle.
  • My child is autistic. How can I help him?
  • My grandmother is dying. Is she going to be ok? What do I tell her?
  • I'm dealing with sexual abuse. What can I expect?
  • Every night when I"m in bed, I hear this creepy voice. Help!

Don't think too easily that your question or problem isn't "Meta-" enough. Whether you are having body issues, money issues, relationship questions, trying to figure out what to study, or you are having problems with ghosts or spirits... all of them are welcome. Most of the "day-to-day" type of questions tend to have an underlying meta-cause, and so often a meta-solution. Or, we can help you find a practical answer that you can apply right away. 

Don't be shy, just Ask Elfpath! Others may benefit from the answers you get.

 

Categories, Types & Tags

To help others find your post, and the answer(s) you received, you can organise it by category and the type of thing you are posting, and you can add tags to make it even easier to find.

Have a look at our list of categories. We currently have:

  • General
  • Health
  • Parenting
  • Intuition & Meta

With type of post, we mean if you are asking a general question (What do bananas do for your energy?) or a personal question or a problem (My mother beats my dad, what do I do?). This helps us know how to answer it. 

For example, the first question above would go into the category: food. Type of post is personal question. Tags might include, cookies and tension.

 

Misc

Ask Elfpath! has some assorted other features as well, such as the ability to earn badges for contributing and helping out. You can subscribe to question threads or to categories that you have an interest in, and get an email or have it posted in your feed. You can go ahead and answer questions with your input, just like on Ask.com or Yahoo Answers. The poster can select the best answer and close the thread when they have a solution. You can also comment (I have this too!) instead of offer an answer. It's fully synchronised with the community page, so you'll see your own avatar and such, and new questions get posted in the community stream to get people the fastest answers.

It's currently looking kind of empty, so go ahead and fill it up! If there are questions or bugs, let us know and we'll fix them as soon as possible.

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I'm not sure I know what freedom really is. There are ideas of it... like standing on a mountaintop with arms spread wide hearing the call of the eagle, wind in your hair. What that means in concrete terms though?

It's something I've seen hoisted as an ideal time and again. What do ideals help if what supports them remains a mystery? And maybe it's something we only have the language to put into abstracts. Security as the smell of rainfall in a pine forest, deep-reaching stone underfoot. Grace light as a feather's touch and solid as a mountain. 

Especially Independence Day seems a time for celebrating freedom. As for what that means, perhaps I can offer an alternative. Celebrate your ability to be who you are, without apology and without exception. Celebrate your ability to be real, to grow whole, today and in the days that follow. You are beautiful and worthy of celebration.

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Hello everyone, happy Holy Child Monday!

We have some wonderful new toys for you today! Consider it a gift, from the Elfpath Foundation, to welcome you all to the new website. We've been very excited the last two weeks to see so many of you using the new site, exploring the chatrooms (we'll get all the bugs out, don't worry), using the blogs, uploading photos... it's been wonderful.

So we come bearing you a new shiny!

Did you need it? Nope. Can you do Elfpath without it? Easily. Is it fun? Definitely!

We have just installed a whole pile of shiny new Profile Features for you, to tide you over until our custom profile settings have been implemented. Because of course, your profile should show your belt level, your teacher level, your LPA and Clan and all those amazing choice you've made that make you, well, you. We'll get there. For now, have this:

  • Graffiti Wall.

    You can now draw pictures on your profile, and on the profile of other people if they allow it. This is fun, because you can freeform draw, and use all sorts of colours. Scetch out an idea, say hello, draw some funny thing you saw in Alpha and can't find a good picture of... anything works.

  • Featured Photos.

    You can upload photos that YOU like on your profile, to keep them in mind, to tune to them, to just enjoy the prettiness of them, whatever you like.

  • Profile Designer.

    We know you like to create your own little space, and show off to the world (or to your friends) who you are and what you like. You can now do so by adding not just a picture that you like... but also a whole background and a color scheme for your own profile! Get creative!

  •  Sortable Blocks. 

    This is here because, well, we've added a whole pile of profile things, and we figured you might like to decide what goes where and how it looks! Sortable blocks lets you just drag and drop these extensions to wherever in your profile you like them.

  • Goals Manager.

    This is today's biggest shiny. It is potentially quite awesome, and will help you to make decisions and carry them out, keep an eye on your not-so-healthy habits and get rid of them, and make targeted plans.

 

We've just added these features, and it's entirely possible that we missed a setting somewhere. We also can't tell you the details of how to use it - we put the making of a colorful manual in the hand of our capable Moderators.

You can find all the new shiny things by hovering over the "My Profile" menu on top of the blogs and community pages, and selecting "Customise My Profile". You get to select which applications you want to use, where to put them, AND how they should behave! More information about Goals Managers' features under the "Read More".

Go play, and enjoy Holy Child Monday!

 The Elfpath Foundation

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Today couldn't have started better! :D

 

I woke up tired, because I couldn't fall asleep until 3 am thanks to the humidity and a particularly loud fan (we don't have an AC in the house). But I was already in a good mood! Today is my interview for a part-time job that could help me finance my Master's Degree that I start in September if I can do it from home. 

I'm also gonna find out soon if I can pick up my car on Monday as planned. I tried shaping the papers to get here this morning, so that I can still get my license plates in time. I'm excited to find out if it worked! :D

 

But even better than that is getting support for my writing! Waking up to a message telling me that I should submit my book to a publishing agency makes a great start to a day even more amazing. Thank you, Jasper! :D

I'm finally in a place where I believe that I could be a writer and be successful with it. There was a time where I thought I was a decent writer, but didn't think I could make a career out of being an author. I've always loved writing, and I have so many ideas for books that I'd like to write, but still I never thought I was good enough to make it. 

Now I'm starting to like my writing, and I'm sharing my story more freely. :) 

I've been working on it for a few years now, on and off. It's a fantasy story set in a LOTR-type world. At the moment it's still unfinished, but I'm finally getting back into working on it. And I'm excited! :D 

 

 

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New things are happening! Lots of new stuff actually! I'm excited for my parents to go on vacation, I'm going to home alone though for 3-ish days! Going to be awesome! Gettings lots lots done! Yay!

Songs that have inspired me :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E4a82LRNdlQ

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sf6LD2B_kDQ - Video is awesome on HD!

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Tiger tamer extraordinaire at your service.  I'm aware that "getting a grip on my emotions" would make life pretty amazing for me.  This goes along with "big girl pants" and "getting on your knees in gratitude" and "picking your own flowers" and "getting real work done".... etc.... etc... I say all of this with humor.

I'm an emotionally complex person, I'm aware of this.  With the right focus, this makes for great art, and depth, and richness, and what it means to be really human, and alive and present and powerful.  Without control however it can make life a pretty strange awful mess.   

I'm more interested in taming the tigers and sharing the gifts with the world than the big awful mess.  The biggest tigers are my emotions, what's inside.  I think also, potentially, my richest assets.

I'm more interested in the beauty and the richness and the art.  And the love.  I'm a lover of life.  I take it real deep to the core, and my intention now is to gracefully focus all of that passion and power... and channel the energies and feel and create in the most authentic way.  

Tiger tamer extraordinaire... at your service.

I'm telling myself to... "put on your big girl pants".  Right now, "big girl pants" are looking very attractive.  I just booked a flight to Boston, MA.  I'm going alone.  I'm saying good-bye to people I love, at least good bye for now.  I'm quitting the comfort of my nice sweet Charleston life for the real big world.  I know there's a real big world out there.  Fear is a good indicator that you're going in the right direction, it keeps you alert anyway, and alert makes you grow, big and strong, and big and strong is what I want.  Sometimes you've gotta trust that everything's going to be alright.  You've got to trust the moment, and your true authentic strength.  

"I've got this".  I can do this.  Bring it on.  Big girl style.  Deep breaths.  Stay true to my intention.  Remember what that is.  Create space around it, baby steps, lean into it.  Trust.  Breathe.

I know you can't have everything, and sacrifice is often necessary to getting the things you want out of life.  I know sometimes no leads the way to yes.  Sometimes goodbye is hello to a bright shiny tomorrow.  I'm taking a leap of faith with this one.  

Leap and the net will appear.  

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15 June 2013

Found a sad with Storm today. At yellow belt, learning guts and belly and feelings - and integrity and power for the A2 (even if there's noise and grumpy). 

So stop beating me up. Inside is important. Can use what notice *outside* to notice more *inside*. Works better from yay. 

What happens if you open the box? What's really in it! are there feelings? Make it a game, inside too. Magic works better in sunlight. If it gets boxed away it's still magic - but it's a bit like a plant, less alive than if you set it free and opened the box. You're not losing anything by opening up. It's like a flower, if it sits in a box or is held too tight it wilts and hurts and dims and droops. But show it the sun. Let it breathe. Let it open. It blossoms, shines, sparkles, grows *more*, gets *bigger*, and maybe even makes more of itself.

Your sadness is a testament to your joy. As in Kahlil Gibran, "Your joy is your sorrow unmasked." 

Then Teddy worked me through letting it go, and finding new joys. And mentioned that, should I choose to view it that way, EVERYTHING around me is data. Is a lifehax. :) 

And during the process work I noticed a thing. I'd been cleaning earlier in the day, and two index cards ended up next to each other on my floor. The first was of a patched-up teddybear on a shelf, something I'd drawn around the time I'd first been introduced to he precious-teddybear metaphor. The other was a quote by C. S. Lewis that I'd written probably sometime in high school that reads, "Experience is a brutal teacher but you learn, my god do you learn." And it struck me at the time that the two were saying very, very similar things. 

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Today was strange, without my alarm I awoke at 4:20 on my own. I decided to go back to sleep but Baby Ruth, our Minature Pincher, Rat Terrier, and Chihuahua mix, got sick and started gagging. I got up quick knowing she needed to get out or she was going to spew all over.

I realized when I let her out I was apparebtly supposed to be awake, still have no idea why. The even weirder thing, I have dA as my home page right? Anyway I came straight here, tried to click something and began to get errors. So I thought I'd write ny blog on dA since for some reason I couldn't get on here. Apparently the new journal submission will not show up in a PS3 web browser.

Starting to get a little upset, not really angry just wanting to cry, I turned back here and it let me on. I was so relieved when I made it back. I am sure I will learn exactly what I am supposed to today, anyway I am going to GCB and then once centered try and meditate for the answer. I am so glad to be back on the Easy, Light, Fun Path!

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I got this idea from Storm (Rayna). She encouraged me to write, one of the things I am great at and also love to do. I always get very excited and am full of energy a lot, basically I am a child at heart but a growing adult at the same time. I am my own person and today I am going to share some of my experiences with "MAGIC."

First off I wanted to go back to 2006, I was 21, depressed cutting nearly everyday, but why? I was diagnosed as Schizophrenic, seeing dilusions and hearing voices is a big part of the disorder. Only I believe my disorder was really a reorder... I saw some things that helped, not only me but people I never met as well as friends. I felt their pain literal and even mental.

One thing that still hurts though anger is never the targets fault it still effects them. I say that because today one consumer at the end of the day got in the van angry as hell... He smiled and you'd never know... but I knew. He was boiling I could feel it and the whole van ride was awkward from even before I put the van in gear. I believe I was listening to Black Metal, like anger it is very chaotic. Ironically when crocheting Black Metal music keeps me grounded and helps me work faster. But really all I tried to do instead of confronting and asking the consumer why he was so angry at me I tried to drown the feeling out with Chaotic Music... My day seemed to go downhill at that momebt till I realized what had happened. I had a chance to show some Magic and possibly cheer someone up. I vowed in that moment to try harder to do the harder more loving thing.

Another time when I was between Hospital visits I helped a friend I never met find her Kittens :) It was an amazing experience and I saw her house and the woods around her house. I described her house and scared her a little. She lives in Ohio I live in Michigan. I saw a Kitten under her porch, it was one of those checkered porches that you can kinda look through each square, a Kitten was under there in my vision. I told her as much she jumped up and checked... nothing.. The next day I asked her if she found them she said yes and the kitten I described in specific color was found under the porch I also detailed, schizophrenia? I think not! This was definitely MAGIC

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Angel just created new Belt Level Necklaces for us!

Belt Necklace

 

The looks

The necklaces come as a sting of very simple, very light metal balls that click together with a connector piece. It is meant to come with a small pendant (see below) that sits in the hollow of your throat (so it's sitting about an inch too low in the image). Necklaces come in different lengths, and can easily be customised by you by just clipping off a little as needed. They are intended to be worn all the time, which is why they are so light and unisex in appearance, both to benefit the wearer at all times and to make it easy to see who is an Elfpath student, and what level they are.

 

The enchant

This beautiful piece of magic is really artfully crafted. Its purpose is to clear incoming and outgoing energies for the system, which allows the wearer to be much healthier and function easier, even in environments where there is messy energy. The whole system continuously gets cleared and tuned, not just to some energy... but to the Ka Ton and heart energy of the wearer. In this way, the energy coming in will be appropriate for you specifically (which means Shapers and Sensers, for example, may find different effects).

Specifically, it clears:

  • The air coming in and going out
  • The blood as it circulates through the system
  • Spinal fluid going into the brain
  • Food & drink going into the system
  • Lymph circulating
  • Emotional energies
  • Physical things
  • Meta- level energies
  • & more

When putting them on, depending on your sensitivity you may feel your system responding immediately. We expect digestion to work better, breathing to be easier, thinking to be clearer and a whole lot of wonderful side effects.

For those who know how to, you can use the image above to get a sense for the enchant and its workings. It only works when it's being worn by someone.

The pendants

 

The enchant in these pendants are identical to the Belt Stones we have previously used. This new model works just as powerfully, but is lighter and easier to wear and combine with any outfit. The spiral links to the spiral in our new logo, making it really an Elfpath item. The pendants in the picture above were freshly enchanted by Angel just now, so you can play with sensing the energies in them for yourself.

 

Price:  E30 for the necklace itself. You can pre-order in the shop from tomorrow, order link  will follow.