Note: It can be scary to step forward into the unknown, because what awaits you there is uncertain. The things I'm certain of in this life are that it ends, I'm in it, and I can do, and there are some things I'd like to do. It doesn't always feel safe. It doesn't always feel nice, but those are feelings. I tend to think a lot. I think about the future more than is necessary and I doubt myself/it.
I was diagnosed with PCOS a year ago and as a result of my hormones acting up, I've gained a lot of weight and overall don't have the best self-confidence at this point in my life. I feel like I've lost touch of my femininity and independence. I feel that I don't laugh as much anymore and the sense of "everything is gonna work out, I'm a good person" has long since disappeared. I'm very tired.